So I’m back. Sorry. I know this is borderline toxic behavior because I just go back here to dump out all the heaviness in my heart.
But it is what it is. This place is therapy for my brokenness.
Catharsis. That’s what I’m still looking for. And spilling my guts on a random corner of the internet is my catharsis.
Like everyone in a bad relationship, I can’t tell you if I’m going to stay. Maybe I need to be here for a short time only. Maybe longer.
All I know is my soul is shattered. And this is where I need to be.