Unsent Letter No. 47

Hi,

I often wonder why I don’t send these letters. Maybe I’m afraid of what you’ll say or what you would do. I desperately want to break that barrier that separates friendship and lover.

I guess I’m not brave enough or maybe, at the end of the day, I just want us to be friends.

But still, a part of me wants you to know that you are first in my prayers and that wherever you are, I want you to be safe. A part of me wants to kiss you and make love to you. A part of me longs for you, especially in these past few weeks, when our meetings have been fleeting.

But you will never read this. Because I will never send it you. And in the darkness, this love shall remain.

Stay safe always.

I love you.

Ang Huling Hugotero