Future Tenses

I couldn’t sleep again. 

I couldn’t stop thinking about you. 

I couldn’t get you out of my head long enough for the sweet oblivion of sleep to take me. 
I would take care of you, you know? 

I would try to make every day a happy one for you. 

I would go through hell just to see you smile again. 
I shouldn’t even be entertaining this. 

I shouldn’t because I know what I want isn’t in the realm of possibilities. 

I shouldn’t think about you because you were never really mine. 
I can’t do this anymore though. 

I can’t put myself through this agony day in, and day out. 

I can’t make it unfair for you to fall in love with me. 
I couldn’t. 

I would but I shouldn’t. 

I can’t. 

And that’s the most painful part of all of this.